Back to reality

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I had the whole day to get stuff done. I hardly got a thing done. I didn’t pay my bills. I didn’t organize my papers with my new filing cabinet. I didn’t wash my dishes. I didn’t do any laundry. I didn’t go over to play with Will (but he wasn’t home anyway). I didn’t go grocery shopping. I didn’t write the Shadowrun adventure we’re playing on Wednesday.

Where the fuck is my life? I haven’t been this bad in a long time.

First of all, I didn’t get out of bed until, what was it? I don’t know - 11:00 or something. That’s understandable since I didn’t get home until very late. Then I spent the early part of the day here at LiveJournal. Then I switched off. I didn’t do anything. I wandered around the house telling myself I should do something. Then I decided to check e-mail. Then I wandered around the house telling myself I should do something. Then I decided to check e-mail. Then I made some dinner that didn’t turn out very well. Finally, I sat down to pay the bills. I had so much unopened mail, that I didn’t even get through everything on my kitchen table.

We always say that friends are the most important thing, but when I spend time with them, and my bills don’t get paid, and the late fees and finance charges rack up, it’s really a no win situation - except maybe for the friends. Maybe.

I’d like to blame this LiveJournal addiction, but it has only replaced other hobbies - which I’m disappointed that I no longer take part in.

So now I go back to work tomorrow. I can only hope I will be able to have some semblance of concentration.

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