not satisfied

[low_delta]

I'm not.

I don’t spend enough time discussing things I know next to nothing about.

I spend too much focusing on improving my play while playing games.

I spend too much time writing based on what I think rather than studying and learning and experiencing what others think.

I am not satisfied at all.

I am tired of thinking I understand things but never knowing.

I know a lot. Perhaps I know more than you do.

It's utterly inadequate.

I'm looking in the wrong direction. I need to look outward.

My life has become too small.

It's time to shred everything up and lie on the threads. Then, I'll arrange it into a new nest.

I'm opening my mind wider. I'm not going to stuff it with more stuff. I'm opening it wider. I'm opening it way the fuck wider. Unless....