angry

Everything is pissing me off today. At least everything that I'm thinking about. Why am I stuck thinking about the things that piss me off? Maybe because I have time to think? (I mowed the lawn tonight.) That must be it - stop thinking and feel better. >:-(

Some of them are things that only marginally affect me, and that I shouldn't let bother me. Some of them are things I've already fucked up and no longer have control over. Some of them are things that wouldn't normally bother me, but for some reason I'm down right now.

Which also makes me unhappy, because I can't figure out why I'm in such a rotten mood. Stress, right? Of what? Trying to get ready for this party. Some stress. Work? I think it's only bothering me because I'm easily bothered. I am fighting illness.

I don't know what the hell is going on.