stress

[low_delta]

I had taken the time (time that I didn't have) to compose a long post about the stress I'm feeling, and that led inot what I'm feeling about the upcoming funeral, and ended up with a little about how I feel about my grandmother's death. But I clicked where I shouldn't have, and now it's gone.

I don't have fifteen minutes to spare to try to recreate it.

Nobody has any idea how I'm feeling or why.

I don't often share my *feelings*.

I don't remember losing a whole post more than once or twice ever.


Why now?




This isn't helping any.



It was one of those rare posts where I found enough words to make my thoughts understandable. Partly because I was working though it at the time.

Goodbye. See you in a few days.

Comments

[ravengirl.livejournal.com]

oh sweetie
i'm sorry~
{{{{k}}}}

this may be one of those times
that you can let go and trust
that there are those who know
at least a little of what you're going through
whether you can tell them or not~
and you know what? it may have been good for you
to compose that post for yourself-
writing it all out and working through it-
that is important and may have served its purpose~

i'm thinking of you and wishing you the best~
*love*