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doing things
Jan. 2nd, 2008 11:56 pmI'm antsy. I feel the need to do things. Something. Anything. but I have no motivation. I know there are things I need to get done. And there are things I want to do.
Some time in December, I had a little free time and I didn't know what to do with it. I didn't want to go on the computer, because it seems like that's all I do anymore. And I couldn't think of what it is that I do.
I want to do things. I want to be a participant in my life, not just an observer. I don't want to merely watch. I want to do things that are fulfilling, to some extent.
But I also want to do the things that are necessary. And I have no motivation for that either. The last time I was motivated to leave the house and accomplish something, we had a snowstorm.
I need to distance myself from this computer. But there are a few projects I'm in the middle of, that I want to finish before I do something else, otherwise I'll feel like I didn't get these things done either.
I also feel like I need to get some kind of plan together, because we're heading into a long, drab season. Plan for big things to keep us happy, and plan for small things to keep me busy.
Some time in December, I had a little free time and I didn't know what to do with it. I didn't want to go on the computer, because it seems like that's all I do anymore. And I couldn't think of what it is that I do.
I want to do things. I want to be a participant in my life, not just an observer. I don't want to merely watch. I want to do things that are fulfilling, to some extent.
But I also want to do the things that are necessary. And I have no motivation for that either. The last time I was motivated to leave the house and accomplish something, we had a snowstorm.
I need to distance myself from this computer. But there are a few projects I'm in the middle of, that I want to finish before I do something else, otherwise I'll feel like I didn't get these things done either.
I also feel like I need to get some kind of plan together, because we're heading into a long, drab season. Plan for big things to keep us happy, and plan for small things to keep me busy.
