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low_delta ([personal profile] low_delta) wrote2004-01-13 11:09 pm

stress

I had taken the time (time that I didn't have) to compose a long post about the stress I'm feeling, and that led inot what I'm feeling about the upcoming funeral, and ended up with a little about how I feel about my grandmother's death. But I clicked where I shouldn't have, and now it's gone.

I don't have fifteen minutes to spare to try to recreate it.

Nobody has any idea how I'm feeling or why.

I don't often share my *feelings*.

I don't remember losing a whole post more than once or twice ever.


Why now?




This isn't helping any.



It was one of those rare posts where I found enough words to make my thoughts understandable. Partly because I was working though it at the time.

Goodbye. See you in a few days.

[identity profile] emschin.livejournal.com 2004-01-14 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry, Kevin. Even tho you had the benefit of working it out, your friends are disappointed that we can't share what you had to say.

I'm glad you and Cyn have each other to depend on.